I should start carrying a notebook around. I always seem to get inspired when I’m miles away from my home–usually in the car or on a walk or in an orchard. Out and away from home, my mind wanders around, ending up in random, exciting places that I am so sure I will remember. Yeah, never happens. But if I had a notebook-a small one with a pen attached because there is no way in the world I would remember both things-I’m not sure that writing while driving (“Honey, can you hold the wheel, I’ve got an idea…”) or walking around in nature is quite where I am at the moment. I want to write and write and write, but I also want to enjoy the meandering my mind does when I’m driving, or the fleeting thoughts that run through my head when my wife and I are happily strolling through nature, or the great first lines (I had one in college I made myself remember, “fish food, like flakes of skin off a sunburnt back” that I never knew what to do with…) that runs down my chin while picking apples from the tree.
Anyway, wits aside, this has been another exciting week in the life of a student of evaluation. I have been very excited about AI and its potential to get people talking about the good things that are happening around them. I think I am a pretty positive person but have been in some pretty negative situations before that were really depressing. Everyone seemed to sit around and complain about what was wrong, and what they hated, and what should have happened. At the end of the day, no one was any wiser, no changes had been made or even planned, and it was pretty evident that people were unhappy in general. How great would it have been to have a facilitator there who would have asked all of us to think of what was working!! What we wanted more of in order to keep the good stuff going!!
Now, there are some people from these former situations who would be so used to complaining that the opportunity to look at the bright side might be less than appealing. That’s one of the neat things I learned from the Gervase Bushe article I read. He pointed out that sometimes it’s necessary to let people get their complainy fix, then use that as a jumping board to focus on what they like. It helped AI seem more real as a tool by looking at possible pitfalls and addressing them.
Thanks to my classmates, I was also able to think about AI in few additional capacities–one of Matt’s articles discussed the fact that innovative groups are more successful at AI. This made sense to me, since AI is itself innovative. While I think that AI could be effective in most situations, I was interested to think about the fact that it would have varying degrees of success. This in turn led me to wonder about the staying power of an AI infused evaluation. One of Hannah’s articles got me thinking about this since the evaluation was explained, but the results and changes weren’t. So I began to wonder if it was like a home improvement show where a group comes in and fixes everything and then leaves and a year later, the home is back to the same mess it is in. I guess this doesn’t have much to do specifically with AI as with evaluations in general, except that AI is taught as an ongoing process. This makes it that much more important to think about how to not only change and grow, but how to maintain an attitude that longs for change and growth.
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I was curious about how this week’s assignment would be overall, but here at the end of the week, I am really happy with it! I liked reading more about AI, and I liked being exposed to countless other articles that dealt with AI. For some reason, writing my annotations felt like, to rip off a great simile from Edwidge Danticat’s Breath, Eyes, Memory throwing rocks in a stream. Loud, clunky, choppy, heavily punctuated. I’m not totally sure why that is–fatigue from teaching? pressure to be succinct? I hope I revised them to a decent level of coherence? I kept thinking that pushing rocks around is a form of meditation in my sister country, Japan–that made the revisions more fun!!!
Over the summer there was this frantic ___ that drove everything I did–getting the house and everything ready for Seijiro (née ‘The Baby’), taking the summer classes, dealing with closing out the school year, then the crash course in parenting, the visits to and from family etc. It was insane, late, sleepless, non-stop, and really pretty exciting. Everything was high priority and due any minute. I think that’s why it’s taking longer than usual to get my rhythm this year than in the past. I am learning how to be equally as busy, but in a more structured way. The center of my work day is no longer from 10 pm to 4 am. I sleep more now. I have a schedule I adhere to. It’s such a different busy. I kind of miss that frantic.
I am happy to still be busy though–I am really enjoying the classes I’m teaching this year. I have co-teacher for the first time and working with him is an exciting challenge. Too, I am teaching a creative writing component in the stead of the narrative descriptive unit I am usually teaching at this point in the year–so that is exciting. Plus, I am also finding a lot of pleasure learning about evaluation. Maybe it’s hokey, but I think about what I like most about teaching, and try to model my teaching so I get more of that! I am also thinking hard about how I could get my students talking about my class, then use that data in conjunction with our district curriculum to create a better classroom. I wonder if it would work to use components of AI in group meetings like we talked about in Tom’s class last spring…
Well, I think I’ve blathered on long enough for now. If you’ve made it this far, thanks! If not–no worries, I don’t always read my work after I publish either 
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